jaded cynicism.

MOVED.

yes, you can stop cursing under your breath, i have moved yet again.
http://moviesgoingthroughmyhead.blogspot.com/

(:

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 1:51 AM 0 Comments

rainy days home alone.

i have absolutely nothing to blog about.
zero.
i hung up on weisze and felt bad-
so im calling her again (:
yiyun called me and ranted about-
stuff.

Bhgc is such a cool name dont you think?
weisze thinks otherwise.

I just called yiyun and there was no connection so i ran around the room finding a spot where there was connection.
and gave up.

i know,it seems like i have nothing better to do then to call people and demanding them to entertain/de-bored me but what the heck.

revision of past homework is not an option for relief of boredom, please.

Labels: but then again, i will go revise.desperation, it cant be helped.

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 2:34 AM 1 Comments

In less than one hour,and being desperate enough i have turned on my computer again,with it's dying battery,and post yet another stupidmindlesssenseless post.
i hate tuition.
ohyesido.
let us discuss why.
imagine waking up to a saturday lets say at 10am.In less than an hour,eat your breakfast and go for math tuition.
MATH,mind you.
youre half asleep,hoping that a saturday means more rest.but nooooo.it isnt.
so you mug through algebra and such,not even caring if you understand.
two hours later,you arrive back home and eat lunch.
and in half an hour's time youre back with chinese.
sitting with a stupid smart ass VS guy with perfect pronunciation and having all the stupid chinese cheem questions answered correctly.
youre sitting opposite him,with not even getting one correct,have to pause at every word you read and your dignity of womanhood is about as high as the floor.
your tuition teacher praises him and you just stare at the suddenly interesting scenery outside the window and ignore the two people.
another two hours and more later,YOU'RE FREE.
you run out of your teacher's house and scream "YAY!"

you see,tuitions.
they suck.

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 5:23 AM 1 Comments

me head hurts like i've been on the computer for 8 hours straight.
it feels just like a chainsaw sawing into my head and cracking my skull up.
i am not looking forward to 5 hours of tuition, or anything else.
i wanna tear out my lungs and trample on them.
yes,thats exactly what i want to do.
and squash my brain into brain balls and fry them.

im out of panadols.
such a convenience.

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 4:23 AM 0 Comments

im in the lap of this unknown person.the right one.
my sister and i.im not wearing the peace shirt.semei houses, sathrinnnnnnnn.
heh.
geraldine,me and sis.
Vague memories (:
yesterday i went looking in the photo albums.then came up with photos taken a long long time ago.slept through tuition.i tried taking four mints at a go-
to no avail.
i was dozing of while trying to learn about atoms,molecules,ions,diffusion and osmosis.
who gives a shit,really.

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 12:48 AM 0 Comments

i hate my sister.
if you dont have a sister, you should be thankful.
you'll have another bitch in the house.
at least for my house,that is.
dysfunctional people.

my phone is confiscated.
Denise Ling Naomi.
She called at around 12 last night,claiming she could not sleep when i was in the midst of going to sleep.
then we talked about stupid stuff-
until my mum came in.
then TADAA.

Today when she dropped me off at school she was like
"WHY DID DENISSSSEEE CALL YOU?"

ah.
mothers.

Labels: ((:

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 4:31 AM 0 Comments

Stupidity.
The key to everything.

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 6:43 AM 0 Comments

you wish that i'll stop it already.
you wish that i'll get better grades.
you wish i would shut up sometimes.
you wish i wasnt so difficult.
well.
that just show how much wishes come true.
because your wishes,aint happening anytime soon.

i would also like to thank my sister for waking me up at 5.45am on a Saturday morning,my alarm clock at 7am and my brain for suddenly waking up at 3am.

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 9:44 PM 0 Comments

no,it's not like i like taking pictures.it's just that we felt like it.

bringing back the HUGE cooler almost broke my shoulders.weisze threw away all her bee hoon and felt guilty the whole afternoon. cheer up (: at least the dustbin appreciates it.

yiyun and i kept talking about stupid things,how thin girls are(her idea) and how fast she ran that last time(also her).

yiyun: thinking about Jackass gave me the momentary...

me: push.

ohandyes.

Mee pok is nice,and so are birds and balls.haha.

and then the mrt had the "PLEASE MIND THE GAP" announcement.

weisze: so bloody irratating lah.

yiyun: OMG I DIDNT MIND THE GAP.OHHHMYYGODD.

me: and i bet the gap didnt mind it either.

after all,no one that skinny can fall into the gap.not even weisze,or flawless faces (: and then weisze and yiyun acted like mrt poles.and we decided that water was lovely.so is the fact that NG is our chinese teacher.

roadside ice cream is nice,vanilla turned out to be sweet corn.and yiyun dropped hers.some went onto weisze's pinafore.and i am officially married to my rice cooker(which is the cooler) and yiyun is it's mistress.wei sze has no status or post,but thinking about it,she should be the maid.

AH.class party,double wacko/wacko is funny and scream.

really.

"DIVYAAAA!!!!!"

"PEIHUAAAAA!!"

the rest of the class just screamed all through.

Labels: friday.

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 1:51 AM 0 Comments

i love janaury.
it's not hot,but cold.
i've opened the windows as wide as possible to freeze me up.
last night i was screaming my head off at the Pussycat dolls, finale.
People,no,GIRLS,are bitches.
it's so funny to watch them have catfights.
and then afterwards pretend to hug and make up.

Awww.


Phony asses.
OMGOMG.
it is cold.
DnT is tomorrow,and i would like to thank my mum for appealing my into HCL.
and now,i dont what class to go to, CL or HCL.
mothers.
i'm sitting at the back,not the last row but back enough.
It feels good to be tall,always.

I wanna go back to kindergarden,lie on the bus seat like i used to.
I dont want things to become so fucking messy everytime.
fuck faces.

and i this morning was not my fault i was late.
the stuuuuupid bus just drove off and i had to wait another 15 mins.
thats why i love january,it rains non-stop and so,i cant get booked.

-my brother dances around in his AIG football shirt pretending to be Becks.
such an utter distraction.

morning bus rides have allowed me have this thing for Primetime morning.

Labels: -blank space of nothingness.

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 1:12 AM 0 Comments

you wont believe this is the brand name of my shirt :D

-im bored to death and thus resulting into playing BATTLE ON a stupid game about people battling.too degrading for words.

wake up for the new year,will you?wake up and see the people that care.

Labels: new year's day.

posted by star-dusted filled words. @ 1:40 AM 0 Comments