Monday, December 31, 2007

new year's day was rather, idunno.
i was there one moment, 2007 11:59pm drinking hot chocolate and playing UNO barbie cards, and then it was 2008.just like that.nothing new,nothing different.
it's just going to be another year,AGAIN.but we laughed alot and ate cha siew buns and apple pies.and screamed beacause it was dark and spooky.after saying tons of "HAPPY NEW YEAR" and "BLESSED NEW YEAR" and even "MERRY CHRISTMAS" we went home at around 1.
Part of me cant wait to go to school,but the other part wants to stay with my bed,books,computer,food and sleep. I DONT WANT TO WAKE UP TOMORROW ALL GROUCHY AND FED UP.
school blues are coming in.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

that's it.i officially love tze lin for asking me to watch dou niu yao bu yao.moments ago i was crying and laughing,screaming and throwing things around.one moment it was damn sad then the next they make some lame joke and i'll start laughing.im only at episode 7 and theyre taking so long to upload episode 8 >:(

this is for tash,who asked me to do this.
FAVOURITES:
colour: black with gold.
food: edible stuff.that tastes okay.
song: fluctuating daily :D
movie: so far?none.im very hard to please (:
sport: anything that gives me the adrenaline rush
day of the week: FRIDAYS.
ice-cream: strawberry. i have been loyal to that flavor since young.banana comes a close second (:
mood: after watching nicenice shows.and when im hyper and dance around.
taste: sour power.that kind of taste.
clothes: wearable.without frills and laces,PLEASE.
dekstop: dell?haha.i dont seriously care actually.
toenail: my last one (: its so cute and small.ahaha.
time: mornings and nights.
annoyances: when people ask stupid questions and get me annoyed (:

FIRSTS:
best friends: my veryvery first?grace,geraldine,_____ when i was like born?! then tash,jia,dion and tzelin.and the rest after that (: I LOVE YOU ALL!
crush: kindergarden,church.dont get me started.
movie: i not stupid?and ET which i got nightmares over in k1.
lie: "i did it already!" even though i hadnt.
music: hi-5 and oops i did it again by britney spears (:
cigarette: please.
drink: milo has been my best friend since forever.
car ride: to kindergarden?
phone call: my brain cant think that far.
cd: Little drummer boy.

HAVE YOU EVER:
dated your best friend? i would if i could (:
broken the law? not really,but close.
been arrested? im not THAT extreme.
been on tv? showbiz is so not my thing.
kissed someone you dont know? i am still an innocent young girl here.
5 things you are wearing: yellow baby tweety bird and bugs bunny shirt,over sized pants,undergarments (: ,my hair,eyes,nose and mouth.
4 things you've done today: eat,watch,type,breathe,speak.
3 things you an hear right now: construction site outside,some neighbour opened his gate and my grandpa's footsteps.
1 thing you do when youre bored: do things normal people wont do. dont ask me to give you examples,you wouldnt want to know (:

5 people you want to do this quiz:

whoever who's blog is alive and active.please, do this.

& that's really that.

It's going to be 2008 soon.enough.im stuck at home with the construction people hammering outside,blue skies,quiet mornings,tress rustling.
and then-
it's no way to spend new year's eve.
i'll just dance with myself until the moon comes around.

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about. And she's got everything that I have to live without.

:D

Grace and I didnt exactly screw the speech,but more or less,we kinda did.I kept saying "lah" and i was like WTHHH?? but it was very touching (:
It's going to be 2008 in less than two days time. I dont wanna let go of 2007,but somewhow,i cant wait to throw it away and get something new again.

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

Love, really.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

title of a heartbreak.

Christmas?
I dont feel it,i really don't.
Christmas,isnt Christmas till it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you is where Christmas really start
Chritmas ain't happening anytime soon.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

presents from underneath my christmas tree.




sorry i took so long to upload (:
i cant wait to open my presents at midnight.
Grace,Geraldine and Min Fang came over.This time,the baking of shortbread cookies turned out well (: I learnt that if you dont soak raisins in water before putting it in cookies,the raisins will explode in the oven.
it was funny.
we went to the park after that and it started raining really siao.so we all dashed back,all four of us,and totally abandoning the umbrella.we ran all the way home,soaked and drenched.
After hot showers we went back to kindergarden.We played teacher and family.I was the maid,Maria Fatimah.We were screaming around in the tent and jumping around like pre school kids.Grace was the mother,geraldine Lucy,Min fang Juicy and my brother the police man/robber/gangster/loan shark.Then we played Taboo and screamed somemore.We had ice cream to cool our throats and then played truth or dare.Geraldine wore my sister's extremely low neck line black sexy dress which i failed to take a picture of her in it.Grace had to draw a picture of James and kiss it and say "I LOVE YOUUU." and lots of morbid stuff.Grace also brought her two teddy bears, Gracie and Gerald.The last time, last year which we were at Geraldine's house we made them get married.and then they divorced.This is time we held the 2nd marriage ceremony for them again.It was so cute.
At around 12, we had to sleep so me,Grace and Minfang squeezed in the tent.Geraldine had the whole sofa bed to herself.hmph.
we didnt get to cycle to east coast like we used to to,or climb the roof thanks to the rain.
but it was extreme fun :D

and then watching alvin and the chipmunks was fun too (: POP CORN CHICKEN,SUB WAY,LO-VE SHIRTS,CREPES AND HERENE-ING or however you spell it.

Have a great christmas eve and christmas day! :D and santa says hi.

it isnt too late for me to wish that you'll wake up isnt it?my only christmas wish,please come true.

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Monday, December 17, 2007

fly me to the moon,and let me play among the stars.



its 9am on the clock.and out of no apparent reason,it starts raining.yesterday was FUN :D everyday is,actually.but yesterday was ESPECIALLY fun (: after watching many rented discs that michelle wanted to watch,we went to CS to take neoprints.michelle didnt know what a neoprint booth was so i had to show her ((: we came back and baked chocolate chip cookies.but some were burnt but i tasted damn nice :D we went to help with dinner after that and then we had this inside joke.me,michelle,markus and my bro.we set up a tent in my attic,6 men tent mind you.and then the boys slept inside.we slept on the sofa bed and had many pillow fights.we havent dismantled the tent yet so its crowding my attic.

THE RAIN HAS STOPPED.

and the funniest part was this.me and my mum went shopping for chritmas presents.we went t charles and keith (or whatever theyre called) and bought this pari of sandals for michelle.and on the day she came to my house,she and her mum were wearing the EXACT same thing we bought.WALAU.so funny lah.michelle one was white,size 6.her mum's was black size 7,and the one we bought was black,size 7.and guess what happened to the sandals we bought for michelle.ITS MINE NOW (: except abit small lah.i need size 8 but then i dont think they have ):

my mum and her TKGS people went to malaysia and bought a bag for michelle.from ELLE.hmph.geraldine came back from austrlia already (: we're going to have dinner with her family later.BLACK PEPPER AND CHILLI CRAB! mmm.

wake up in time for christmas will you?

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

christmas lights,shinning bright :D











me,paige and den met up.all of us were late (:
den came out of her car and i shouted across the road and she didnt hear me.but her "instincts" told her to turn around and then we laughed.paige and both of us turned out to be on the same train so we went together and got lost at orchard D:<
after that went to take neo prints and half way i ran all the way down to the cinileisure and when i was at the lift i found dion,jia and tash (: I WANT MY NEOPRINITS AH DEN AND PAIGE >:(
AND I PAID FOR THE MOVIE TICKETS >:( but that shall be theyre christmas presents (:
went to the toilet and dion and jia mysteriously disappeared and appeared again with me and tash's christmas presents (: enchanted was super cool and we were at the front row.so eye straining can.we keep spazzing like the old times :D thats why i really miss my cool people (:and then ate SQUID!!and went to dions house and we happily ransacked her room and her diary :D sorry dion :(
went home at around 7 and while walking the LOOONG way back from dion's house we kept playing songs on our phones really loudly and kept singing to them like phsycos ((: and tash sang the love-it chinese song.I WAS VERY IMPRESSED :DDD
i have camp tomorrow and i havent packed.AHHHHH.
and i forgot.theres a pic where den and paige posed with the mr magoruim's something something.den looks hilarious ((:
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know
I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong'
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
So far awayI wish you were here
efore it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know
I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
this is to you,one of my bestest friend.this song meant so much today,and i'll sing it louder the next time i see you (: smile for me okay?

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christmas present from the two most cutest people in the world (:


Tuesday, December 11, 2007

just when you thought all was perfect-


it comes crushing down on you like hard pieces of rock and hail all at once.
looks like its too late now.
im scared,real scared.
and im sorry.sorry for all the times i've been mean to you ):
if i dont get to see you smiling ever again,i really dont know what i'll do.
I LOVE YOU MANYMANY! :)

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Sunday, December 9, 2007

woopeedeedoo.

"Collide"
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow findYou and I collide
Don't stop hereI lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

this might be a so-over song.but yesterday when i was at the library and opened up a book,someone wrote the chorus of "collide" on the first page.and no,i didnt borrow that book in the end but still.this song is nice :D
last night was super funny.wei sze couldnt sleep and then i was still doing stuff.so we smsed till about 1am and then wei sze wanted me to wake up at 5am to say bye to her.when my alarm went off i just switched off my phone and went to sleep again.
so wei sze went to sunway without me saying bye to her :( but anyway.
i dont wanna sound sentimental here :D

Saturday, December 8, 2007

polka dotted raindrops from the sky.

just a note to wei sze: I SPELT POLKA CORRECTLY!
yesterday.after tuition with algebra, i went to meet my mum,michelle and aunty wendy at orchard.except is wasnt just aunty wendy,it was my mum's whole group of TKGS friends.they were already at sakae sushi and they were laughing about random things.michelle and i stoned.not really though.its fun to see the previous TKGS girls who are already mums now laughing at stupid things.michelle and i deicided to escape the laughing bunch and went to borders.then we got lost after trying to find shoes for her.we went round in circles and guess where our mums were.at delifrance drinking coffee.siao is the exact word for a situation like this.seriously.
so we went home around 5 and i went to sleep.for 2 minutes.then went to church for the barbequeue.then had youth service.got home at about 11 and didnt sleep till 12.
and i woke up late and discovered that my parents had gone to church without me.this is the second time already.hmph.it always happens especially of your church is 5 minutes away.
i'll just go for classes and later we're going to swensons :D
we won a $80 voucher to swensons beacause of memory verse competition.
actually not we,its they.i was enjoying myself in london at that time.
ahahaha.

Friday, December 7, 2007

fun-ness i havent had in a looong time.






my ears are still ringing.
started off today with wei sze and then went on a rampage trying to find my wallet which i forgot where it was(21 days is a looong time mind you) so after finding it and discovering i was broke i borrowed $10 from my brother.hurts my dignity but no choice :D
then we went to watch golden compass where we were shivering and it was cool.but not one of the best of movies.and it dosent have a proper ending.anyway i need PEOPLE WILLING TO WATCH ENCHNTED WITH ME!I AM IN A DESPO NEED TO WATCH IT!(treating me is allowed of course) (:
went to eat udon and ramen and milo :D went to popular and playground.one thing,DIZZY. and all these kids were playing.i felt pai seh but wei sze still young at heart so have to follow her,no choice :D
then met michelle and her friend WHICH IS IN MY CHINESE CLASS AND I THINK KIMBOS FRIEND.we were like OH IT YOOOOOOOU! it IS a small world.michelle has the aussie accent,a little weird a little cool.beth's cousin was there at river life church and i thought beth might be there.all the TKGians were there and all.
it was really cool and literally ear blasting cos we were singing and jumping with glitter,pieces of paper falling everywhere and big balls being bounced around and red,blue,green lights with really loud singing people.AH.
crazy stuff.
everyone was putting their hands up,clapping.some were carried around and-
the phone rings.
i hang up and grins.
and then nothing else happened.just talked alot and screamed alot :D
its 9.10pm now,havent done heymath.
((:

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Thursday, December 6, 2007

another day that comes and goes away.

ahh.
im going to watch with wei sze golden compass later and awaiting for results if she can get tickets.then have to rush to pasir ris to meet michelle.and her friend rachel.from tkgs whom i dont know what class she is from.i remembered last time at a church camp where this woman wanted to interview us and asked if we were twins.we were like "NOOOO!??!" but at that time i still had long hair and she had my kind of hair.so now since i cut mine(a rash act of stupidity) we will look even MORE alike.and last december when she stayed over before she left for autralia when her mum bought this bunch of bananas.and then we made banana cupcakes and smoothies ((:
my mum told me that michelle's mum and all her gang of girls(like whatever right?) are going to leave us at my house and they all go enjoy themseleves at malaysia.mothers these days.
well,yeah.

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land of stupid nothingness.

it's my third post for the day and damn.
everything's so overwhelming.
i have not set up the christmas tree,and my parents arent back yet.my sister's flying to japan and she promised to get me a wallet and a creative mp3.she said it was called pebble or whatever.
my skin is still peeling and i have refused/cant be bothered to apply lotion.im still wishing i was back in switzerland sitting on the snow.when for that 21 days i could forget every single thing.when i could sleep every night without waking up at lease 2 or 3 times like i do now and just stare into an empty dark space.
whenever i talk to yiyun she has this power to make me start thinking about things and stop ignoring them.well,she did it again.
the chicken rice is turning cold and their still not back yet.
sigh.

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sitting on a shooting star.

6 hours straight of the computer and i wonder why my brain's not bursting or my eyes are not popping out.
yesterday i went to ntuc to buy stuff for the bbq this saturday.my dad asked me to invite some friends along but i decided against it because i dont know what some people might do.anyway.we went to the library to return all our guidebooks and travelbooks when matty was waiting outside.at first i didnt recognise her but then my sister pointed it out.we didnt have time to talk anyway,just wave.

last christmas was so different from this one.last year was alot more complicated,alot more sweet things but this year,im not so sure anymore. and somehow,i'm glad about it.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

absolute zero.



last christmas i gave you my heart,

the very next day,you gave it away,

this year to save me from tears,

im giving it to someone special.

i have been commanded to set up the christmas tree by my dad, and christmas is 19 days away.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

the paradox of it all.

okay.i started this blog solely because of uproars of the public and most of all,TASHRYN.
yes,i know you are jumping up and down now to see your name here.
im not going to bother about my trip anyway, just that i might consider learning french in the near future.
grace just called me like a minute ago,telling me all about how meomory verse competition in church went.im sorry, grace.since no one turned up in our class (me on holiday,sherilyn and nicholas for unknown reasons did not turn up) she had to be paired with james,daryl and abraham (jamesies,tight pants and hammy) and maybe hong kong (heng leong) too.and they won.hahaha.over the sec 3s and 2s.faith was hopping mad i suppose.auntie mimi was jumping up and down like how auntie pek yi was jumping for us when we did the skit last year.go figure teachers out.really.
i have been looking through the newspapers(daily routine) and -
its true.all of it.

by hsbc : i have found the paradox that if i love until it hurts,then there is no hurt,but only more LOVE - mother theresa.
and by m&ms : im dreaming of a technicolour,rainbowlicious,brighterrific, christmas.

ahh.you see it now?
i shall steal this from tashryn's blog.

name the people you know from a-z.
A- anam (6 in malay) that was so random :D and i think its the wrong spelling anyway.
B- beth.
C- ciara.the Beyonce copycat(my opinion)
D- dionnn.divya!denise ling.
E- everything by michael buble!
F- faith ooi mei herng (i think thats how its spelt?)
G- grace & geraldine :)
H- hwee gek.
I- dont get me started man.
J- jia yi!
K- kimberly fong yoke ling.
L- lee.
M- michelle, matty.
N- i said stop it already.
O- ONE E THREE :D
P- pei hua
Q- queen of hearts :) AHAHAHA.
R- rachel.
S- sathrin kaur.
T- TASHYRN! tze lin.
U- usshao (fellow rc-ian :) )
V- vaish.
W- wei sze soon :D
X- xin(or yi xin, MY SISTER!)
Y- yogga,yiyun.
Z- zac efron (denise's lover)

what does A sms u about?
A cant sms cos its A NUMBER.i just thought about aish and forgot to put her name.haha.
how many siblings does B have?
ERM.Beth has brothers?last time went to her house then her brother was sleeping or something.
what is C'S nickname?
even if she did,i wont know it would i?i mean,HELLO?
how did you get to noe D?
DION.it was in p3 and we were paired together by mrs lam.YEAH.she started talking to me and made a poem out of my name. "YITING WAS EATING WHEN SHE MET THE KING, THE KING ASKED HER TO SING AND GAVE HER A RING AND MADE HER THE QUEEN" ahh.
divya.ahaha.it was on orientation day.both of us were CONSIDERING red cross.and she said she had a baby lobster which was entirely untrue, of course.
denise ling!fellow bush woman also.who cant cook eggs and share the same passion for tao kae noi.who loves my house :) hahaa.hmm.i got to know her through who else.miss soon lah.ahhem.
how despo is E?
Everything is a song.so it cant be despo.and michael buble is defintely NOT despo.so yeah.
how much is F older/younger than you?
2 years.my senoir actually, not a good thing :)
name of G's best friend.
haha.ME OF COURSE! we were the threesome like forever.since we were babies.not really but quite like that.
does H know I?
in my lifetime,no.never.
what happens if J becomes ur enemy?
JIA YI?hmm.it'll be a real tragic thing cos it was always she who made us laugh with her lame jokes and crazy laughter.
under what conditions will K and L get married?
lesbian-ic.definately.scary even.both are kinda boyish and all.i dont see why not?(haha.just kidding)
how many people do you know with M's initial?
err.none.i forgot all of their initials already :( apologies, sorry both of you.
do you enjoy talkin on the phone with N?
i guess i would.but i already asked you to stop it so i wont say more.
do you think O knows P?
OF COURSE.because pei hua is in 1/3 so DUH UH.she has to know one three.
how geeky is Q?
it was a random "queen of hearts" moment so i will IGNORE this question.
is R very popular?
she was in hgs.it was always rachel here and there.basketball super funnily densed scum.i miss using that word.haha.i bet shes damn popular now lah.WITH THE CHEN CHER AND ALL :)
what happens if S likes u?
I LIKE HER TOO!shes reserved for jay sean and all so oh well.
is T a very random person?
tashryn is crazy.and random.so yes.100% random.tze lin is not so much.just more of the demure kind :) hahaha.
how are U and V related?
hmm.classmates?same tamil class?
do you take W as anything else than a friend?
does being bbfs count?haha.she said that if she ever go gayles she would pick me but other than that,NOPE.
when's the last time you met up with x?
oh gosh.I LIVE WITH HER.
are Y and Z enemies?
nope.yiyun and zac are like ??? and yogga too.hello?
of everyone from A to Z, who do you love most?
every single one on the list :D except ciara and anam :D HAHHAA.
will u betray any of them?
NEVER.except ciara and anam :D
have you confessed to anyone from A to Z?
depends.more of they confessing then i confess (: jia yi is number 1 of course.

EATING HOKKIEN MEE NOW.after 21 days with pizza,pasta,swiss and french food, you realise -I MISS SINGAPORE!the food that is.

me,wei sze and yiyun were talking about superheroes,her un gorgeous cousin and some cheem stuff.fire stars aside,i have been on the com for 4 hours.AHAHA.